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信是這樣開頭的,“我已經給你寫了六封信,每封信的每張信紙都給我 撕了。因為我不願意泄露我的心事,我不願意。只要我心里還挺得住,我一 直隱忍著。我和我自己搏斗了幾個星期又幾個星期,努力在你面前強顏歡笑, 故作鎮靜。每次你到我們家來,態度親切,泰然自若,我總命令我的雙手不 要亂動,命令我的眼光保持淡漠的神情,為的是不要使你慌亂不安。我甚至 常常故意對你態度生硬,奚落揶揄,只是為了不讓你感覺到,我的心在為你 熊熊燃燒——我作了各式各樣的努力,凡是在一個人的力量之中,甚至超過 他能力之外的,我都努力做到。可是今天終于爆發了,我向你發誓,這是違 背我的意願突然向我襲來的,是命運對我的陰謀暗算。我自己也不再明白, 我怎麼會做出這樣的事來。事後我羞愧得無地自容,真恨不得把我自己狠狠 地揍一頓、重重地懲罰一下,因為我明白,我全明白,把我自己硬往你身上 湊,是多麼荒唐、多麼瘋狂的事啊。一個雙腳癱瘓的姑娘,一個殘廢人是無 權戀愛的——我遭到命運打擊,已被擊成齏粉,我自己瞅著都感到惡心,感 到厭惡,我又怎麼能不成為你的一個累贅?像我這樣一個人,我心里有數, 是無權戀愛的,當然更無權為人所愛。這樣一個人應該爬到一個角落里去, 死在那里,不應該以自己的存在再去擾亂別人的生活。——是的,這一切我 心里都很明白,我知道這一切。因為知道這一切,所以趨向毀滅,所以我永 遠也不敢來打擾你。可是除了你又有誰讓我確切地相信,我再也不會長久地 成為一個可憐的畸形怪物,像我現在這樣?我將會像別人一樣地行動,活動 四肢,像千百萬實屬多余的芸芸眾生一樣,他們根本不知道自由自在地每走 一步路都是天主的恩賜,是美妙無比的事情。我曾經鐵了心,把我的心事埋 在心底,直到我真的有一天變成一個和別人一樣的人,一樣的女人,說不定 我不听她的,我設法用力把她從欄桿上拉下來,她便猛不丁地把上身轉 過來,照我胸口狠推一下。于是可怕的事情發生了︰這一椎使她失去了支撐 點,從而失去了平衡,她那兩個松弛無力的膝蓋像被鐮刀從中割斷,頓時垮 了下去,她猛地一下摔在地上。跌下去的時候,她還想抓住桌子來撐住自己。 結果她一摔,把整個桌面也掀翻了。我在最後一剎那還試圖接住這個動作不 靈、晃晃悠悠直跌出去的姑娘,結果桌上的東西全都砸在她和我的身上,花 瓶乒兵一聲,打得粉碎,杯子、碟子、還有湯匙落了我們一身,掉了一地, 那只大銅鈴擋的一聲巨響,掉在地上,帶著里頭那根木槌,一路叮叮當當, 直滾到露台的那一頭。彩票开奖双色球中奖号 三十一c彩票开奖查询结果双色球走势图 巴林凱沉思了一會兒。“譬如今天,你有工夫嗎???我這樣說,是因 她的兩道眉毛立刻又豎了起來。“您別老問這種愚蠢的問題好下好,去 看我們!去看我呀!”彩票开奖查询结果表彩宝贝 ——說不定!!!——能配得上你,你啊,我的愛人。但使我急于恢復健康 的焦灼心情變得如此瘋狂,以致在你向我俯下身來的這一剎那,我已經以為, 真心實意地以為,真誠而傻氣地以為,我已經霍然痊愈,已經脫胎換骨成了 一個新人,成了另外一個人!我對這件事實在盼望得太久,夢想得太久了, 現在你又近在咫尺——于是我一霎時忘記了我那兩條邪惡的腿,我眼前只看 見你,我覺得我變成了我想為你而變成的那麼一個女人。一個人如果年復一 年從早到晚老是在做這惟一的一個夢,他也會在大白天有一剎那做起夢來 的,這點你難道不能理解嗎?相信我,親愛的——我真以為我已經不再跛瘸 了,正是這荒唐的痴心妄想,使我變得如此頭暈目眩,正是渴望不再做遭人 擯棄的人,不再當殘廢人的焦的心情使我的心狂跳不己,躍出了我的胸膛。
PITTSBURGH — The Pittsburgh Steelers expect first-round pick Devin Bush to provide a serious jolt of athleticism and swagger to a young defense. The...
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ALAMEDA, Calif. — Oakland Raiders receiver Antonio Brown lost his grievance with the NFL on Monday over his use of an old helmet that is no longer...
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CLEVELAND — Carlos Santana homered leading off the ninth inning to send Cleveland to a win over fast-fading Boston and back into first-place in the...
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TORONTO — Brandon Drury hit his first career grand slam, Justin Smoak had a two-run homer among his three extra-base hits, and Toronto routed Texas...
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NEW YORK — Gleyber Torres hit three more home runs, including a pair of three-run drives in the night game that gave him 13 of New York’s record 59...
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WASHINGTON — Trea Turner and Matt Adams homered, Erick Fedde pitched well after allowing a solo shot on the game’s first pitch and depleted...
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East Division W L Pct GB WCGB L10 Str Home Away New York 79 41.658 — — 8-2 W-3 45-18 34-23 Tampa Bay 69 50.580 9? — 8-2 W-3 31-28 38-22 Boston 62...
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CHARLOTTE, N.C. — It was 20 years ago when Dale Earnhardt Sr. spun Terry Labonte to win a Saturday night race at Bristol Motor Speedway. Earnhardt...
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PITTSBURGH — Pittsburgh Steelers wide receivers coach Darryl Drake, who spent more than 30 years molding some of the best players at the position at...
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LOS ANGELES — Justin Turner hit two of Los Angeles’ four homers and Hyun-Jin Ryu pitched seven scoreless innings of five-hit ball in the surging...
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JERSEY CITY, N.J. — Patrick Reed picked a good time to end 16 months without a victory. Reed fell behind early, was still two shots behind on the...
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MINNEAPOLIS — Carlos Santana hit a grand slam in the 10th inning, and Cleveland beat Minnesota to win the four-game series and forge another tie for...
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MIAMI — Atlanta’s bullpen overcame the residue of a punctured fire extinguisher, with four relievers combining to pitch three nervous innings and...
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TORONTO — Masahiro Tanaka turned in a masterful performance but still left Aroldis Chapman with some work to do. Despite a good fight from Toronto’s...
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MILWAUKEE — Mike Minor struck out 11 in eight innings, and Texas beat Jordan Lyles and Milwaukee to avoid a series sweep. Minor (11-6) allowed four...
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SAN DIEGO — Yonder Alonso hit his 100th career homer during Colorado's four-run sixth inning and German M??rquez pitched eight strong innings for the...
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CINCINNATI — Kris Bryant capped Chicago's four-run seventh with a three-run homer, and the Cubs rallied to beat Cincinnati for a split of its four-...
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NEW YORK — Asdrubal Cabrera hit a tiebreaking two-run double against his former team and the Nationals bullpen finally locked down a lead in Flushing...
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ST. LOUIS — Lane Thomas hit a go-ahead grand slam in the seventh inning, Paul Goldschmidt and Dexter Fowler also homered, and St. Louis beat...
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CHICAGO — Chris Bassitt threw seven sharp innings, Matt Olson homered and Oakland beat Lucas Giolito and Chicago. Bassitt (8-5) permitted four hits...
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BOSTON — Anthony Bemboom hit a go-ahead single in the 10th inning after Kole Calhoun's solo homer tied it in the eighth, leading Los Angeles past...
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SAN FRANCISCO — Kevin Pillar hit a tiebreaking triple that scored Evan Longoria with two out in the bottom of the eighth inning, closer Will Smith...
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